(Not) Love Story

As I reach the end of the year, even though I can't really forget what happened in 2017, this year is the year that forever will be my favorite worst nightmare and I want to wrap it up here on November, 2017. This November will be my beginning of my brand-new-day. . .

I hope this song will represent my feeling towards what happened back in 2017 before November, 17. I'm so grateful that finally I have someone I can rely on, someone that will hold my hand besides my father. Let's try to give some space to my memories and shall the memories be rested in peace deep down on behalf of my heart.

연애소설 (Love Story)

Epik High

Featuring IU

Produced by DJ Tukutz & Tablo

Album We've Done Something Wonderful

English Translation

We were like magnets once

Cuz only when one of us turned around

We grew apart

[Chorus: IU]

I had nothing

But thanks to the scars you gave me

I became the main character

In a sad love story

I was nothing special

But thanks to the breakup you gave me

I became the main character

In a sad love story

In this sad love story

[Verse 1: Tablo]

It’s time I forgot you

But my memories are getting fatter

Feelings growing bigger

When I look back

It makes my heart rip apart

But all of it were classic scenes

Do you remember?

In the dark movie theater

The day we first held hands

I was thankful

That your hand that built up and tore down countless things

Landed in mine

Do you remember?

The night you told me about your family

It was something only I knew about you

Making me want to give you a piece of my heart

It was raining under the blankets

You used my body as a roof and avoided all the rain of the world

I remember everything

Even the first morning without you

Moments I broke down after enduring so well

I cried for a while in the shower

As I picked off your hair on the soap bar

[Chorus: IU]

I had nothing

But thanks to the scars you gave me

I became the main character

In a sad love story

I was nothing special

But thanks to the breakup you gave me

I became the main character

In a sad love story

In this sad love...

[Verse 2: Mithra Jin]

I comforted myself, saying this sadness is just a drizzle

But I still wake up with a wet face

Seasons casually change and only look ahead

But I keep pacing back and forth

Next to you, who is only left as a memory that time left behind

I can’t forget

Our first night after being pulled together by our drunken attraction

Actually, I was drunk even before I had my first drink

I think what we drank was destiny

We sobered up way too fast

Back then we couldn’t live without each other

But now, every day is like a war

We look at each other as if we’ll kill each other

Then we face the end of our tears

From our first encounter that felt like necessary fate

To our last as we turned around, calling each other ill fate

We were each other’s mirror reflections

Even until we broke apart from the looks we threw at each other

[Chorus: IU]

I had nothing

But thanks to the scars you gave me

I became the main character

In a sad love story

I was nothing special

But thanks to the breakup you gave me

I became the main character

In a sad love story

In this sad love...

[Bridge: IU]

A story that’s only special to me

Isn’t it so cliché?

I know I’m not the only one

But this is me

I had nothing to give

But thanks to the scars that you left behind

I’m giving them to someone else

A sad story that resembles me

Everything was a first to me

But thanks to the fear you gave me

I’m forever

In a sad love story

In this sad love...

[Outro: Tablo]

We were like magnets once

Cuz only when one of us turned around

We grew apart

We were like magnets once

Cuz only when one of us turned around

We became strangers

Not a single star in the Seoul sky

The End

Source: https://genius.com/Epik-high-love-story-lyrics#

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Divina Commedia

Why do they say life is a comedy?
Because we laugh and cry?
What kind of face am I making right now?
It doesn't matter what kind, it's all a mask

You’re looking in the wrong place for my love

Don’t think because you’re with me this is real

Four letters are never the question

We're only good for the night time

'Cause I’m a problem with problems, I know who I am and I’m not no good

Some people are meant to be loved and others just make it

So take what I'm willing to give, love it or hate it

Divina Commedia & wRoNg

GD, Zayn, Kehlani

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I'm Alien

Sting - Englishman In New York

I don't take coffee, I take tea, my dear
I like my toast done on one side
And you can hear it in my accent when I talk
I'm an Englishman in New York

See me walking down Fifth Avenue
A walking cane here at my side
I take it everywhere I walk
I'm an Englishman in New York

Oh, I'm an alien, I'm a legal alien
I'm an Englishman in New York
Oh, I'm an alien, I'm a legal alien
I'm an Englishman in New York

If "manners maketh man" as someone said
He's the hero of the day
It takes a man to suffer ignorance and smile
Be yourself no matter what they say

Oh, I'm an alien, I'm a legal alien
I'm an Englishman in New York
Oh, I'm an alien, I'm a legal alien
I'm an Englishman in New York

Modesty, propriety can lead to notoriety
You could end up as the only one
Gentleness, sobriety are rare in this society
At night a candle's brighter than the sun

Takes more than combat gear to make a man
Takes more than a license for a gun
Confront your enemies, avoid them when you can
A gentleman will walk but never run

If "manners maketh man" as someone said
He's the hero of the day
It takes a man to suffer ignorance and smile
Be yourself no matter what they say
Be yourself no matter what they say
Be yourself no matter what they say

Be yourself no matter what they say (oh, I'm an alien, I'm a legal alien)
Be yourself no matter what they say (I'm an Englishman in New York)
Be yourself no matter what they say (oh, I'm an alien, I'm a legal alien)
Be yourself no matter what they say (I'm an Englishman in New York)
Be yourself no matter what they say (oh, I'm an alien, I'm a legal alien)
Be yourself no matter what they say (I'm an Englishman in New York)
Be yourself no matter what they say (oh, I'm an alien, I'm a legal alien)
Be yourself no matter what they say (I'm an Englishman in New York)
Be yourself no matter what they say

Songwriters: Gordon Sumner

Englishman in New York lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

Artist: Sting

Album: ...Nothing Like the Sun

Released: 1987

Genres: Adult contemporary, Pop

Source: google.com

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Killer Cats

Mungkin 13 Reasons Why gue salah satunya adalah kedua kucing itu. Demi apapun, rumah gue udah gak seperti dulu lagi ketika masih ada Bapak. Semuanya sudah berubah, mereka yang pegang kendali. Mereka, kedua kucing kakak beradik itu. Entah sejak kapan gue jadi benci ketika melihat kucing itu. Mungkin sejak salah satu dari mereka poop diatas kaki gue ketika tidur? tidak juga. Atau ketika mereka mengganggu makanan-makanan gue di atas meja? maybe. Tapi yang pasti, gue yang dulu pecinta kucing sudah hilang. Diganti dengan gue yang selalu histeris bila berada di dekat kucing. Gue bingung dengan perubahan drastis ini dan gak pernah ada maksud buat mengeluarkan kucing dari daftar hewan kesukaan gue. Gak pernah gue niat sekalipun, cuma kalau dipicu tiap hari rasa benci itu jadi muncul sendiri tanpa permisi.

Mereka kucing pembunuh! kucing yang seharusnya jadi hewan paling disayang seantero dunia harusnya tidak menyebabkan bencana besar seperti ini! Mereka harusnya duduk di sofa leyeh-leyeh bukannya berlarian kesana kemari, memecahkan segala yang ada di rumah itu dan bikin kegaduhan! Mereka kucing pembunuh, mungkin saja mereka memang hadir berkonspirasi menuntut balas akan ibu mereka yang terpaksa dibuang karena memiliki penyakit yang mematikan. Total revenge.
Lalu misi mereka sebenarnya mungkin... total revenge!

When I like you it's total revenge

I want to but I can pretend

That I don't need to be

By your side again

Wrap me up in a plastic case

Pat me down with your warm embrace

I wanna know where you lay your face at night

For all these years

You're a problem that I can't abide

I could sleep well if only I tried

But I stay up and dream of a bride to be

Oh me, oh my

Give it up, I can't wait no more

I am stuck on your bedroom floor

With the thought that I may not be

As great as those that came before

There's a man assigned to me

And he checks on my stability

We discuss you every week

Then I rinse and rinse, repeat

But maybe, I can show you, baby

Maybe, I can relax for good

Whoa, baby, I can show you

Maybe, baby

There's a man assigned to me

And he checks on my stability

We discuss you every week

Then I rinse and rinse, repeat

And he charges by the tear

Till I weep no more strictly out of fear

That I can't afford your love

And the moon just burns above, okay

Penulis lagu: Max Bemis

Lirik Total Revenge © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

Artis: Say Anything

Album: ...Is a Real Boy

Dirilis: 2004

Genre: Punk

Source: google.com 

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I am an anime-music-fan

Since long ago, I am an anime-soundtrack-fan. It becomes habit. After or while watching Anime, Drama, Film or whatever it is I also find the OST.. until now. When I was in Junior high school, my PC full of anime soundtracks and I was listening to it almost everyday and everytime. This is one of my favorites anime soundtrack. I was listening to BoA (korean singer) version of this song, It's an acoustic version, darker and deeper. I get to know BoA from Inuyasha back then with Every Heart song. Here's the lyric of the song that I'm talking about:

Lyrics by Brad Holmes
Sung by Konaka Riyu / BoA for Acoustic version
Song: Duvet

And you don't seem to understand
A shame you seemed an honest man
And all the fears you hold so dear
Will turn to whisper in your ear
And you know what they say might hurt you
And you know that it means so much
And you don't even feel a thing

I am falling, I am fading
I have lost it all

And you don't seem the lying kind
A shame then I can read your mind
And all the things that I read there
Candle lit smile that we both share
and you know I don't mean to hurt you
But you know that it means so much
And you don't even feel a thing

I am falling, I am fading, I am drowning
Help me to breathe
I am hurting, I have lost it all
I am losing
Help me to breathe

I never get bored listening to this very song. I love the acoustic one more. TBH, never watch the anime but I'm about to. This is the Original Soundtrack of Anime; Serial Experiments Lain or Lain. I hope to watch this anime soon.

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Ssst..

SORE - Ssst..

"Sssst" is a song by Sore. It is track #2 from the album Sorealist that was released in 2013.

Dan ku tau kau tak pernah bilang gila,
dan tak pernah kau ku tau bilang gila,
namun kau tak juga pernah bilang gila,
tak kan pernah, tak kan pernah hilang jiwa,

Diantara sejumlah bilang yang mengila,
disamping kawan,
jangan kau buang yang merasakan berjiwa,
disamping lawan..

Dan sekarang semua rasa sudah gila,
dan gilapun merasakan punya jiwa,
namun kau tak pernah juga bilang gila,
tak kan pernah tak kan pernah hilang gila

Diantara sejumlah bilang yang mengila,
disamping kawan,
jangan kau buang yang merasakan berjiwa,
disamping lawan..

(chorus)
Dan ku harap menjadi bagianmu,
ku bisa gila tak berharap,
dan ku harap menjadi harapanmu,
ku bisa gilaaa..

Source:

https://www.flashlyrics.com/lyrics/sore/sssst-68

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Cactus

English Translate

Original song from Woohyun Infinite feat Lucia

here they are..

Put me in a place where the sun comes in well

And just don’t forget about me once a month

Give me just enough water

I might seem heartless because of my cold appearance

I might seem dark because I’m covered with thorns

But don’t worry

Because pretty flowers will bloom out of me

On days when your heart is hurt

When tears fall for no reason

Remember me

I’ll be a small comfort to you

Shed your tears on top of my head

Even your upset heart

Until your smile shines on you

I will drink it in silently

When that becomes the day we are together

When that becomes the day that will never come back

I will hold onto your tears that I’ve kept

And stand in the Spring

On days when your heart is hurt

When tears fall for no reason

Remember me

I’ll be a small comfort to you

When that becomes the day we are together

When that becomes the day that will never come back

I will hold onto your tears that I’ve kept

And stand in the Spring

Shed your tears on top of my head

Even your upset heart

Until your smile shines on you

I will drink it in silently

Stand in the Spring

Stand in the Spring

Stand in the Spring

Cr : kpoplyrics

note : suka sama lagu ini, apalagi artinya. penuh makna banget padahal hanya sebuah Cactus namun dapat menjadi inspirasi dari lagu yang Indah. Terharu banget sama lagu ini

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